Monday, 30 April 2012

In progress



Four new, concurrent, paintings revisiting the "Men an Tol" series.

IN RAIN THE SUN SHINES
                           



Coming into the room my
heart and the very soul of
me speeds, burns, she turns
and smiles; suddenly the miles
these past days diminish to

heartbeats, mere spaces between
us. She smiles and the silence
envelops me: I can see and
hear nothing but her. I
want to say 'You look

beautiful today - glowing and
glorious.' I want the day to
begin and end there with
this smile and the silence, a
closeness. This time-stopping
   stare.

Sunday, 29 April 2012

Writing erotic poetry

Incredibly difficult to write good, genuine, believable and non-cringeworthy erotic poetry. I've been writing - or trying to write - for a long time, and I still think it's incredibly difficult to do. Got to start with desire, possibly with love and with heart.

Camelias - Erotic Poems

Available now as a Kindle download: 'Camelias - Erotic Poems'

New poetry collection, April 28th 2012

Saturday, 7 April 2012

Ash. i.m. John Gimblett, d.22.4.87

Men an Tol 1

Taj Mahal

Camelia

Easter

EASTER

for Michelle.



I made a wish
for someone else: the
me who stumbles
in an old cold
river, the

me who exists in
another place, outside
of time and of
stumbling. I made

a spark thrash between
synapses, allowing
some empathy with this
me; I watched him
fondle a wet pebble he

lifted from the brook
like it was a lost
chick. Wandered over to
him, the woman and the
child he walked
with; kissed the

triumvirate of meek
smiling people on the
cheek, and walked off
alone as small birds

sang an oratorio.
Their peppered nests
sat hot and hazy in
trees, above a whirlpool.

India

MAN, STATION PLATFORM




Put your stomach
back in. That's what
I was thinking.

Though not exactly the
stomach, per se, I
meant the large and

small intestines. Put
them back in; I
don't wish to see them.

I'm not a doctor, a
surgeon. Don't have
x-ray vision. They

hung outside him
(I think he was
supporting them with

a bent arm: rather
gentle, like I held
a sparrow chick

once when it
fell from the nest.)
The colour was

ripe. Pink through to
crimson, whitish
coils of grey

blubber. They
moved like so many
snakes writhing

together. Orgiastically
wound around other
pipes of dull

tripe. Put your
stomach back in.
That's what I was thinking.

Bill

Bill

Petit Socco, Tangier.



I went from a worn corner
table at a cafe on the small

square in Tangier to a hovel of a
hotel
shown me by a friendly

old
man

I went from the table where I
sat with a native of the
sloped city

sipping mint tea, smoking a stick
of greenery watching old

men hunched with bunches of
spinach falling like rabbit ears
from their cloth bags

We watched the small square
and its crossings (quick steps
on the kerb stones)

The tea was sweet and thick
with a cosmos of green leaves

peppery, hot from the
tannins shot through
with the cells of sugar

he had dancing in the mixture

We crossed to the hovel where the
man with the smile
and the grass asked

me did I want to see Bill's room?

The cell was plain, bare
but much changed (though he
swore it wasn't)

with a small bed and
little
else
in there.

Boy (for Gabe)

BOY
for Gabriel


The signal fell from the
pot, with a knocked drop
like Wellingtons in rock pools.

There was no sound: the
fuschia-black tint of his
skin in this half-light

hid the blue, purple
spread of the blood. The under-
geared lungs chuckled into

motion, breathing a rose glow
into the slow cells. They
took him away, fired vitamin

K into a pipit-small heel,
and returned him to the tired
icy room. He slept like a baby.